When I'm broken

I can tell you how I feel. When I say you, I mean someone I trust is holy. I’m broken in some aspects of my life. In love I’d say it’s the worst.

I’ve been finding meanings in lyrics and certain songs. It is like I’ve already loved someone and died because of it. I have no more lust for other people, or when I do, it’s kind of promiscuous, nothing else than this.

I wish I could love deeply some guy or girl, but I can’t. Maybe I can, but I can’t believe anymore that love is pure or fidelity exists. I’m hurt, and I’ve been hurt twice what is even worse.

I don’t know what to do regarding this part of my life, then, I’ve decided not to care and live everyday not carrying the ideas of a perfect love. I know life can be tough, but I get to be tougher if I want to live my life in a proper way. Let’s see what comes next, then.